"It just seems like, I don't know--" I paused, searching, twisting my gloved fingers, uncertain how the words would really tumble out.
"--like a couple years ago, we were all thinking and dreaming and hoping together, you know?"
"Yeah," he said. "I remember."
"And it was a crazy time. An uncertain time. And well, it scared me," I continued.
"...but it seemed like we were on the cusp of something, didn't it? I mean, we hadn't figured it out but it was just right there and we believed it was right there and we wanted it to be right there...at least, mostly." I said, as my two-year-ago self quavered in her boots and said shut up shut up shut UP!
"Yeah," he said.
"And then this happened then that and I don't know, I mean, really great things have happened since then"--I said catching sight of my ring, smiling.
"And it's not about what was going to happen or who it was going to happen with exactly," I said.
He looked over, waiting.
I was nervous now but feeling something--what was it exactly?--something deep within that said yes, go on! You must go on!--I took a deep breath
"...but now and then I just think to myself so...was that it? Are we done?"
And he said, "Yeah, I know."
And the city lay before us.
And we were quiet.
And we drove right into the heart of it, its glimmering lights winking as if to say, kiddos,
it ain't over til it's over.